Thursday 29 October 2015

Positive attributes of guilty people, ethical values and blood debt

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Jennifer Armstrong 3 hours ago · LINKED COMMENT
An underperformer is a covert narcissist? I have often underperformed because I feel like I am burning up when I am addressing certain issues. At least this has been the case in the past. I've felt like my head was on fire. Basically I was trying to undo the spell of fascism that had been cast over me. I had a blood debt....I had to submit to autocratic authority...I was trying to undo all of these spells. But every time I tried to, my head caught fire and I could hardly think. "Thou Shalt Not..." Rhodesia had cast its undeniable spell --- but it had also been a source of great and natural organic delight, and a genuine source of innocence, in another aspect.
+Jennifer Armstrong "Spells" for sure. Narcs and their "trash magic" as Thomas Sheridan put it - "black magic" is giving them way too much credit.
+Narcissist Free But I think it has been the whole of human history to cast spells and to succumb to them. Think of the Aztecs and human sacrifice. There is something retrograde about narcissists -- but let us not forget that humans still are not free from the spell of superego, religion, and the like.

Positive attributes of guilty people, ethical values and blood debt

GOP and the Rise of Anti-Knowledge | Consortiumnews

GOP and the Rise of Anti-Knowledge | Consortiumnews



Why the Ignorance?
Journalist Michael Tomasky has attempted to answer the question as to what Ben Carson’s popularity tells us about the American people after making a detour into asking a question about the man himself: why is an accomplished neurosurgeon such a nincompoop in another field? “Because usually, if a man (or woman) is a good and knowledgeable and sure-footed doctor, or lawyer or department chair or any other position that could have been attained only through repeated displays of excellence and probity, then that person will also be a pretty solid human being across the board.”
Well, not necessarily. English unfortunately doesn’t have a precise word for the German “Fachidiot,” a narrowly specialized person accomplished in his own field but a blithering idiot outside it. In any case, a surgeon is basically a skilled auto mechanic who is not bothered by the sight of blood and palpitating organs (and an owner of a high-dollar ride like a Porsche knows that a specialized mechanic commands labor rates roughly comparable to a doctor).

Vlog CCCXLII - YouTube

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Have you ever noticed that narcissists, for instance Sam Vaknin, don't really have a clear idea of what a healthy human being should look like, apart from in terms of conforming to social norms? They actually view the opposite of narcissism as "conforming", which is actually a negative structure of behavior. In a way, then, they are still aggrandizing their own non-conformity and thinking in black and white about this issue. (If you don't see what I mean, have a look at some of Sam's political videos, and how he scolds the European leftists for their failure to conform to dominant power structures and the current (non-progressive) interpretation of economics.

Vlog CCCXLII - YouTube

Vlog CCCXLII - YouTube: "An underperformer is a covert narcissist? I have often underperformed because I feel like I am burning up when I am addressing certain issues. At least this has been the case in the past. I've felt like my head was on fire. Basically I was trying to undo the spell of fascism that had been cast over me. I had a blood debt....I had to submit to autocratic authority...I was trying to undo all of these spells. But every time I tried to, my head caught fire and I could hardly think. "Thou Shalt Not..." Rhodesia had cast its undeniable spell --- but it had also been a source of great and natural organic delight, and a genuine source of innocence, in another aspect."



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Monday 26 October 2015

Narcissists clothe themselves in your rational hypotheses

Some cognitive distortions form the very fabric of our social realities





When pushing out beyond the limits of the individual self, what can one expect to find? Perhaps not "objective reality" as such. Rather something just as artificial as the individual self, but different in some ways.
The only requirement here is to avoid an a appeal to nature -- since this would be an appeal to the universalizability of what are actually culturally conditioned sensibilities.

Saturday 24 October 2015

THE OLD COLONIAL SYSTEM

Your and my wonderful, new contemporary deity, "My Biology" - YouTube

autodidactia 40 seconds ago

 You and few others do speak out, but collectively there's a kind of blindness and denialism buttressed by the need to maintain comfortable illusions such as the idea that all we need to do is appeal to everyone's better nature and all will be fine.Well some people don't have a better nature and they hide that inconvenient fact very skillfully.

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Jennifer Armstrong 1 second ago

 +autodidactia Yes, there are silly notions like "just stand up for yourself" -- but then others use mechanisms that are beneath the surface of the consciousness of everyone, because they are infantile.  People will not see that others get rid of their fear of guilt (their shame) by mechanisms of splitting and by projective identification (scapegoating).  They like to imagine that the scapegoat is doing it to themselves. And the more down the road you go with this, the more you look like you, the scapegoat, have a fascination with self-punishment.  After all, the mass of the populace can't be wrong....can they?  This is why I avoid much of Western culture.  i can't afford its costs anymore.

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Your and my wonderful, new contemporary deity, "My Biology" - YouTube

Your and my wonderful, new contemporary deity, "My Biology" - YouTube



I'd like to ask you a question, which you don't need to answer if you feel it's too personal or crossing  the line. Did coming from a colonial background make you feel like you were personally responsible for the ills of colonialism or did other people make you feel like you were personally responsible for something that was systemic and obviously larger than any individual? That would be a very unjust burden to place on one person especially if you just happened to find yourself there by an accident of birth or circumstance.
+autodidactia Some of my videos deal with this, including the most recent one.
Certainly it was how others made me feel. They denied me the right to mourn my loss of culture and country by saying, "It shouldn't have been yours in the first place."
Then I was targeted in the workplace by one narc. specifically because it was a left-wing workplace and she considered I was wrong for it.
And then when I tried to explain myself, though writing my memoir, and other means, I was targeted again and again, as if I were too audacious to speak about a forbidden topic and as if I had no shame.
At the same time as all of this was happening, my father, who had loved Africa more than anything, and had sacrificed unspeakably for it (his brother had been killed in the war), was also going mad. He became narcissistic and borderline. But prior to migrating his worst offence had been a bad temper, not dissociation from reality.
I had to bear the cost of his madness too, as well as the workplace abuse and guilt-mongering.
All of this was very extreme, and it nearly disintegrated my personality. When a professor whom I had admired turned on me, I almost felt my personality starting to disintegrate.

EPIGENETICS AND 'SHAMANIC' INITIATION on Vimeo

EPIGENETICS AND 'SHAMANIC' INITIATION on Vimeo



EPIGENETICS AND 'SHAMANIC' INITIATION from Jennifer Frances Armstrong on Vimeo.

Your and my wonderful, new contemporary deity, "My Biology" - YouTube

Your and my wonderful, new contemporary deity, "My Biology" - YouTube



That's a very interesting and novel perspective for me. The thing is,  I think the West has the guilt of a psychopath. It uses it as a ruse to obscure the ongoing  maintenance of global hegemony. I ascribe  darker  purposes for the push towards infantilization.  Of course for women , infantilization is a long historical trend that doesn't seem to change much in its essence. It was always about male dominance and control. Now it is spreading  to men. So who's dominating? One would think it is an effective way to keep people docile and compliant in the service of the socio-economic status quo (the old bread and circus routine)and so serves those who stand to benefit most from its perpetuation. Another problem emerges. A mass of infantilized people is a huge tantrum waiting to happen the moment their steady diet of distraction is interrupted.
+autodidactia Maybe you misunderstand me, or you think that guilt would be a good thing.
Actually what I have found are infantile defences against guilt -- especially splitting. On the one side, the dump all their guilt and hair-splitting antagonism onto me, the former child of a colony. Then they go off and abuse others, turning their blind eye to war and capitalism and other forms of domination (these are in the "too hard" basket.) It's projective identification and infantile splitting all the way. And these are direct results of the shame and means of avoiding the guilt.
Don't you see it where you are too -- or is American culture really all that different from Australian culture?
I don't disagree that the broadening sphere of infantilization benefits those who actually do dominate in the economic sphere, but so far as I can tell all that has happened is a lure has been cast and then people have done it to themselves, by taking the path of least resistance in all things.

Your and my wonderful, new contemporary deity, "My Biology" - YouTube



autodidactia 9 hours ago

 No biologist or evolutionary psychologist of any competence would attribute human behavior to genetic determinism . People who claim otherwise, don't understand biology and don't understand themselves and can't claim any legitimacy in their explanation.Lots of hacks out there.

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autodidactia 1 hour ago

 You should see what they turn into as adult men, in a culture of perpetual adolescence. It's getting scary.

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autodidactia 44 seconds ago

 America has always been a culture of extremes. Now the pendulum has swung too far the other way, from  authoritarian parenting to  permissive parenting. As a consequence the parent child relationship has been reversed to disastrous effect. The child is now the tyrant of the household , holding everyone hostage to his whims. He grows up thinking the world will do his bidding and he can be the little savage forever. He doesn't really ripen into an adult but rather spoils and turns rotten. I think we're being drowned in a  a wave of increasing  personality disorders, hence all the contradictory, hypocritical and irrational thinking.

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Jennifer Armstrong 1 second ago

 +autodidactia Yes, I agree with everything you say.  It's so weird.  I had the opposite upbringing.   I can't even understand the origins of a lot of the contemporary discourse, for this reason.

The worship of the child is fear of the grown adult, and it seems to me that this is part of a Western cultural syndrome which fears that adults commit crimes and are guilty of having a negative impact in history.  Western culture is defined by its feelings of colonial guilt, and keeping people as children is supposed to stop "it" happening again.  This remedy may "work" up to a point, but it does create a lot of personality disorders and the internalization of sickness (Western culture is sick).

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Thursday 22 October 2015

Transformatory initiation, uncanny knowledge & epigenetics

misogyny and domestic violence

Vlog CCCXXXVI - YouTube



+Jennifer Armstrong You'll like her site for sure. : )
+Narcissist Free I saw here site and actually there is not much new there for me, although it is very good she is putting out the word. I have been telling people about patriarchal structures now for twenty years. My view is that if you are not experiencing direct patriarchal domination, you may feel the world to be very egalitarian and free. No doubt things are really changing over time. At the same time, if you do happen to be one of the unlucky ones who has a very aggressive misogynist man living with you, this seems to call up people's atavistic tendencies in response to the situation. I have found that just by virtue of describing the situation, more people start to make misogynistic murmurings, and the force of energy leads them to side with the oppressor. This siding with the oppressor takes place within modernity, despite the fact that generally there is a much higher level of egalitarianism within modernity now than there was within antiquity (the kind of society my family came from). It's very unfortunate, then, that by articulating the nature of the situation, one makes it worse.

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She hits countless nails on the head. I cannot say how many times I tried to get some help of my own (way back in the past), and either directly or indirectly the co-dependent label was affixed to me. Actually, it was very difficult to get to know myself whilst being constantly targeted by unstable people. I couldn't, for instance, figure out what degree of sensitivity to other people was required from me in the new culture I'd migrated into, because on the one side people would basically say, "suck it up, you are just being weak," when I talked about my problem in the home and workplace, and on the other side if I tried to develop my toughness as though this were the new cultural standard of behavior we all ought to adapt to, I found that people considered me overbearing and not sensitive enough. For reasons of correct emotional calibration, I really had to get more accurate feedback from people about my concerns, but I kept getting the wrong sort of feedback, the kind that would force me into another mode of false calibration with the outside world.
In the end I realized that contemporary society just does not want to address the kinds of issues addressed in the video. i am better off cutting my losses with it and just going back to my previous cultural programming, and let people take or leave it.
I feel that this extreme solution may have limited my options in a number of ways, but at least it means that others' failure to address key factors of reality is no longer billed to me, since I was losing resilience over time and could no longer foot this expense.

Wednesday 21 October 2015

Your and my wonderful, new contemporary deity, "My Biology"

Privileged knowledge distribution within the colonial system - YouTube

Privileged knowledge distribution within the colonial system - YouTube



+MagiMysteryTour ok. What this YouTube channel is about, and indeed most of my writing is also about, is to try to convey something that contemporary Westerners are unfamiliar with. The video you commented on had to do with why it was difficult for me to stand my ground as a person who could feel ethically or morally justified in my own right, because I had been undermined by the assumptions of the first world Westerners that I had enjoyed power or that I had much more knowledge about my society than I did. The video was intended to explain why they were wrong about their assumptions. I did not know very much at all because of the stratified society. Moreover, as a child, I hadn't even been given full permission to enter that society. I knew very little. And the amount of power I had was very small -- not even the power of individualistic self-determination that contemporary Westerners award themselves.  
I hope this makes things clearer.


Monday 19 October 2015

Paradoxical nature of "shamanic doubling" (Marechera's writing)

Do knowledge-mongers also have to be moral exemplars?

Scientists have found that memories may be passed down through generations in our DNA | Soul Surfing World News

Scientists have found that memories may be passed down through generations in our DNA | Soul Surfing World News





I suspect we will not understand the rise in neuropsychiatric disorders or obesity, diabetes and metabolic disruptions generally without taking a multigenerational approach.”
Professor Wolf Reik, head of epigenetics at the Babraham Institute in Cambridge, said, however, further work was needed before such results could be applied to humans.
He said: “These types of results are encouraging as they suggest that transgenerational inheritance exists and is mediated by epigenetics, but more careful mechanistic study of animal models is needed before extrapolating such findings to humans.”
May our DNA Carrying also spiritual and cosmic memories passed down in genes from our ancestors? [my comment:  spirits are not part of material phenomena]

Clarification: On the three levels of ego & the concept of duty

Sunday 18 October 2015

Marechera's radical method (with reference to object relations)





Shamanic doubling as it draws from knowledge about the mother-child dyad. 
The dyad is inevitably re-imposed in adulthood in terms of the dominant power stucture which overwhelms. the smallness of the individual. The disproportionate power dyamics (big versus small) lends pressure to adapt at the expense of individuation. A way out may be through shamanic doubling. This radical method of individuation is suggested in the video to be an experimental platform.

Vlog CCCXXXIII - Part 3 of 3





The inability to fight is related to the inability to grasp the side of our humanity that Bataille calls "insufficiency" (which means knowing the extent to which we are not God and so not perfect). I think we can use the same critique to understand why it is so difficult for so many people to enter a proper intellectual debate openly and honestly. Some people have intellectual pretensions but they use rhetorical tricks rather than aiming for an honest debate.


Cultural barriers to objectivity