My problem was my intense will-power. It erased my mind and dragged me into difficulties that even one proportion of my fragile mind could not endure in the long term.
My strong mind was my undoing, because it made me put up with the kind of situations that the conventional modern -- let us face it -- could not understand, even if he were shaken up and turned upside down. I just kept enduring and enduring. That much was my peace., My satisfaction. To do anything less would have meant my enduring shame.
And I was very sensitive to shame.
I think there is a value in those whom, when presented with a question of conscience, can answer it, at least as it relates to them. These buttocks-sizes will derange your mind!
Enough!
I put myself through many things theat were not human, just to prove my point, and all that anybody said was that I may be not entirely human, or non-human in some way, perhaps a zombie or a robot or some thing they cannot apprehend.
They even proposed an inversion. That I had their mind and they had mine, meaning that my will power was nil and theirs was fucking tremendous.
At which point, I gave up.
\
What can you do.
You have to let them get the thing they want, or otherwise they will be pestering you both night and day.
And what's the point of that?
My strong mind was my undoing, because it made me put up with the kind of situations that the conventional modern -- let us face it -- could not understand, even if he were shaken up and turned upside down. I just kept enduring and enduring. That much was my peace., My satisfaction. To do anything less would have meant my enduring shame.
And I was very sensitive to shame.
I think there is a value in those whom, when presented with a question of conscience, can answer it, at least as it relates to them. These buttocks-sizes will derange your mind!
Enough!
I put myself through many things theat were not human, just to prove my point, and all that anybody said was that I may be not entirely human, or non-human in some way, perhaps a zombie or a robot or some thing they cannot apprehend.
They even proposed an inversion. That I had their mind and they had mine, meaning that my will power was nil and theirs was fucking tremendous.
At which point, I gave up.
\
What can you do.
You have to let them get the thing they want, or otherwise they will be pestering you both night and day.
And what's the point of that?
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