Jennifer Armstrong2 hours ago
In a way I think I had to be the person punished by my father's vengeful superego for him making a mistake in trusting the construct called "Rhodesia". He felt he had to be punished when that didn't work out, but because he didn't understand the workings of his own mind, he thought I had to be punished, as an externalization of his unowned emotional states.
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Narcissist Free1 hour ago
+Jennifer Armstrong I think you're exactly right Jen.
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Jennifer Armstrong1 hour ago
+Narcissist Free That's why when others attacked me he didn't come to my rescue but expressed his extreme hatred and disgust of me rather.
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Narcissist Free38 minutes ago
+Jennifer Armstrong Exactly.
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