Alexander Jurjens20 minutes agoLINKED COMMENT
For me it is not the hardest act. It is impossible. If my brain attempts integration, then I become psychotic due to the overwhelming amount of emotional pain.
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You have no idea how much torment and red wine I downed in order to achieve this integration. My one vulnerability is if an authority orders me to emote, because then indeed I have something ressembling madness, or at least it produces an extreme division in my mind, since being in the presence of authority means I have to deny emotion.
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