Renewed, finally, at last

I finally managed to renew myself again.   I found my way back to myself, another time, once more.

I said to my subconscious last night, take me back to a warzone.  

Then suddenly I was asleep.  I came downstairs into the hotel lobby, where all the staff were gathered as if for a meeting, crowded into one large hall.  Someone said they had been called down there by some aggressors who had since left.  I looked up and three masked men were still standing there, their faces covered in blue hessian.   They were very tall and thin like Ethiopians, but strong.  The situation was still dangerous.  

Luckily for me.   I find my soul restored when I am back at war.