Vlog CLXXXVI - Part 3 of 3

And I have had all of these used against me as well.  My enemies always make a mistake with on thing -- that I am a survivor, and to have become so, I had to be utterly ruthless.  Therefore I can still be ruthless.  Another (and now I am offering my head on a plate), is that I cannot really be known from the point of view of Western psychology.  I'm not hysterical at all.  If you push me back into a regressive mode, for instance the mode that I adopted when I was two or three, or all the way through primary school, I'm more of a Stoic.  I become very non-emotional under pressure -- but also lose my feeling for my fellow humans.