Did you get involved in healing as you dealt with your father or during your book writing and extended education? The reason I am asking is that depending on who you are around, it might be difficult to give yourself an altered state to be introspective. I missed this section of vids and I think I started this past September.
+Women Of The Night The healing thing is hard, almost impossible. You can have no allies in it. I spent years trying to unearth myself from all the smear campaigns only to have so-called liberals load that dirt directly back onto me. I began my healing campaign after the workplace targetting, which I experienced in the late nineties. I could fight back because I had certain schizoid qualities due to my father's extreme targetting of me.
+Women Of The Night Sorry-- that was a typo -- I meant I COULDN'T and I COULD fight back. If you don't know what your emotions are, you can't express them, and certainly you can't express them convincingly in a way that would get others to take your side. On the opposite side of the coin you do have extreme self control.
Rhodesia, extreme narcissistic injury and the stream of time (pt 2)
